I feel so alone and upset with every part of my life(family,marriage,work, finances,moving,health) please pray i find that faith that i am loosing so i can see that light at the end of the tunnel

I need lots of prayer, life has been a curve ball for long time. only to get harder i have so much love for you god and as i get older it only gets stronger. The last few weeks i have asked you lord to more now than ever to show me that you are always with me even threw the troubles and right now with all going on for the first time i feel alone i dont feel you at my side please give me the strenght to help build back up my my faith, i belive in you with all my heart and soul i just need that extra hug now ..... and please help my husband to understand us and that a marriage is a life time not when gets bad you cut and run. lord he needs you in his life to help him start to make better choices the right choices istead of giving into him self he needs the help to be shown the way....