Dear Lord,
First and foremost, A simple thank you is not enough to recognized all your gifts and blessings to me. I know Lord that I had everything you wanted me to have. But still i'm writing this thing to make a wish from you and asking for your mercy to give me blessings even more. Call me pathetic, unkind, discontented, hypocrite or whatever negative adjectives you may think but as a child, all I want is to be happy. Happiness can not be determined by material things but with how you perceive it. All that I just wanted is to have a perfect life, perfect life that I built with my own definition. For me having a perfect life is having supportive and loving parents. I want them to be with me with all the things I want to try. Lord please let them be at my side everytime I wanted to make a decision or action whether they like it or not. If I want to have voice lessons or buy a new instrument and learn it please let them support me. I also perceived perfect life as having good impression to other whether it be physical, emotional, intellectual and spiritual characteristics. Lord even if at least I can't have a pale-white skin, please give me fair even out skin from head to toe. Please Lord at least make me a little bit taller from what I am right now because i'm 5 feet and I want to be at least 5'10 or 5'11. Lord there's a lot of things I wish to you but there's one wish that matters the most, that is my happiness. Lord help me to find my true happiness inspite of all heartbreaking reality that I face every single day. I want every heart-aching scenarios to be end. I want to go outside with full conviction that I'm whole and firm. Please Lord let me smile. Amen.
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