I have been sick for about a month now. First, I was sick with a sinus infection/chest congestion that lasted about 2 weeks.
Then, a mere few days after finally feeling better, I started feeling sick to my stomach, throwing up, feeling tired/achy/chilly.
THEN... I started having intense pain in my lower back yesterday. It feels like kidney stone pain (which I've had before).
However, this morning, I went to the restroom and my stool was green and black. I read that this can happen if you take Pepto Bismal (which I have done), but I am so scared because I read online that it could mean you have internal bleeding!
I just pray to God that I am okay, that I am healthy, that I don't have internal bleeding or any other life-threatening illness/disease. In Jesus' name. AMEN.

I need help with my faith. I have severe anxiety disorder, panic disorder, and major depression. I find it hard to have faith a lot of times, I am always thinking, doubting, trying to explain things "logically". I want nothing more than to have a close relationship with my Father and with Jesus Christ. I want my faith to be so strong that, even in times OF doubt, I would remain strong in my belief. I pray I get there, sooner rather than later. I pray that thinking of God, Jesus, death, etc. would not cause me to feel anxious. I pray that I am able to stop being blinded and deafened by all my doubts, and open to seeing/hearing what God is trying to say to me. Thank you.