I honestly don't know where to begin. I will start with the fact that I have PTSD/Major Depressive Disorder, my mom disowned me because I remind her of my Dad, my boyfriend of four years has left me, and I can't seem to maintain a job lately due to all of the stress. My depression has gotten so bad that I think about ending it all. I love God so much and I keep thinking that He is so merciful that He could save me. Please help me straighten out the mess that I have created. God, I love You with all of my heart. Please, please, pray for my finances, mental health, and love in my life. Please pray for a miracle for me and that God grants favor upon me. In Jesus precious name. Amen