I found myself losing Faith in the Lord these past few weeks and today I prayed for help..My oldest daughter gave me custody of my 2 teen agers,I was doing every thing right ,being home with them ,cooking ,cleaning and giving them all my attention including my husband,and was so happy to have em back in my life,my son turned 16 a few months ago,and he found a young girl he adored and loved,he wanted to be with her ,so he can look after her,he even wants to look for work,Then boom in a blink of a eye my daughter wanted my son back with threatening me or them at times when shes angry,all because he wanted to be on his own..I felt the Lord is never there,and always said he's mean to me by taking people I love,and I found that true by this happening to me,I felt I was losing my Faith I had in the Lord above..today I prayed and cried I asked the Lord to help me as I cried,,,,and I still am hoping my daughter quits being so mean and please let me raise my 2 teen age kids.,they are all I have left ...

..I pray for getting a second chance at experiencing carrying a new life in me as losing my baby at 7 weeks was hard and I felt like it was my fault and the baby deserved the chance to finish growing and not got that chance

I pray that my life will be ok and I will be ok