I am married since 2008 to a man whom I thought could love me the way I wanted to be. He is Irish and am from the other side of the world. I wanted to believe that he has a depression because several times in our 6 years of marriage he seems so hopeless, making every little thing so complicated. He wasn't able to bring me to his place since we got married because he has been broken. He wanted to give up our marriage several times because of the situation but I never give up on him. He only visited me once ( for 2 or 3 weeks) every year, very hard but I always asked God to strengthen my will to persevere until such time that we will be reunited again, not just for a few weeks but forever. He was not a vocal-type of person, but I could feel that his moods change so suddenly. Once, we had a heart-to-heart talk over our roller-coaster marriage. He told me it was his "horrible past" that makes him so vulnerable and immovable. His goals and decisions were like a "pushing and pulling" a thing. No direction and no assurance. Now, over a period of 6 years, he has been making our communication "On and Off" for no particular reason. There were times I wanted to give up on us but I still hold on to the thought that what is happening is really part of God's plan for us. But again, for almost 7 months now that we have no communication and for almost 2 years now that he never comes back to visit me, I wonder why my tears would no longer fall. I become hardened, letting God alone to handle our problems now. Please help me pray for my husband's life and that God will shower me wisdom to know the truth. I am broken financially and heart is breaking. I wish I could have enough source to trace him and know what is really happening to him. :(