I am lost because addiction to pain medications. I don't want to resort to them just because. I was once sober in AA for 14 years and when my life began to spiral because my Sister, my Father, my best friends of 35+years Vivian, Margie, Ruby, Ida, Teri and my favorite cousin Hank died all within 6 years. My Husband is hurt and angry....again. My Son and I don't speak and my Daughter has been carrying the wieght of all of MY doings and is hurt and angry too. Please pray for my Recovery and that I get back to AA and do 90 meetings in 90 days to regain my foundation and make amends to those who hurt for me. Thank you for All Devotion and all the prayers. This is the first time I have asked for prayer here.