i am very blessed that i met God.. but truly in myself, i dont think that i already felt the true repentance or am i just influence that i continually want to walk with God.. i am just bothered .. and i dont want to see when time may come that i will see myself alone ... walking alone, because im just willing .. i seek passion from the very heart of God, but i think what hinders me now is losing my fire .. i have my disciples (spiritually), and i dont want them to lose .. what i want now is to bring back me when i first met God my Savior .. i want to ask for a prayer request :) :) thank you for your kind heart .. i hope peace to your life .