I have been struggling with letting go of someone I thought was my soulmate. It pains me to know that he was just using my love and affection to feed his ego. He spewed lies to me all the time and then secretly got married. Since he was traveling back and forth between 2 states as that is where his businesses were, I was in the dark for 3 weeks before he told me he was married.

He no longer controls my life other than I still am very much in love with him, in spite of his lies. I need some prayers to help me heal and be able to move on.

I am in need of prayers. I am struggling financially and emotionally. I have fallen in love with my best friend and he doesn't see past the friendship, but he indicates that he feels more through his words.