God, all my life I've been living like I am underestimated, not loved and all sort of negativity in one chunk...my heart! please let me have peace..my son to live a full and happy life...and all my loved ones as well.
and if You see ( I know You do...) how it hurts me to be miserable... please send me someone to look after me coz I am stubbornly stupid at times... I know I should not ask something OBVIOUSLY that is not right, but I know I will manage to understand why.. im just having a hard time accepting it...