Please pray for me. I had a mental break down back in Nov. of 2012 and I struggle every day with self worth, self esteem and the world seems so hopeless and dark to me. I have no support system and am scared to death of everything. Everything that can go wrong has. It seems as everything I touch, everything I do is worthless. I know God Loves me and I know he cares or I do not believe I would still be here. Please God help me...Thank you all in advance...Thank you God!
I have been facing depression that I believe started after a surgery on my lower spine January 25 of 2011. In Sept of 2011 I took my sisters baby Aaliyah from the hospital so she wouldn't be put to rest after child birth, because my sister is a drug addict and didn't want her. In Nov. 2012 I had a mental break down and ended up in a mental institution. The father got the baby. My son was diaginosed with cancer in 2007 and him and his wife became drug addicts with three little boys. They moved in and out of my home for many years. I tried to help them and the children. I tried to get DCF to do something and they wouldn't. They ended up on the streets and they moved in again in April 2013. The mother abandoned them all and my son continued on the drugs until he left my home with the 4,5 and 11 year old for 11 days and DCF placed them on my door step February 2 2014. I tried to keep them as long as I could. Then the other grandparents got temporary custody. My son got out of jail after 9 months did good for 2 months and started back on the Meth. He was arrested Friday March 19, 2015 for violation of felony probation for using drugs. My marriage has been on the rocks and my husband has changed jobs three times in the past 2 years. We have been married 36 years in August. I suffer from fibro, a spine decease, severe pain daily and cant go to the doctor to get proper care. Due to no insurance. I have also am Bi polar and suffer from Bi-polar depression. Hardly even leave the house. My Daddy is dying of prostate cancer.. Please pray for my entire family and my marriage...Desperately seeking Hope, Peace, self esteem and healing in all areas of my life. Thanks in advance...Sincerely Brenda
God I know you know all I'm going through at this moment. The load is heavy and I feel as through I cant bear another moment. Please help me in my daily struggles to do your will and not just take care of the situations at hand, but help me to remember to take care of me. I sometimes feel as though my heart is bigger then I and forget about myself. Help me to not let others take me for granted and take advantage of me. Thank you God and I give you all the Praise and The glory In Jesus name I Pray amen and Amen!
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