i rented a house with my friend and then all my work people stayed over but i thought this would help out because im a student and i could do with all the money i get. but one by one they started to leave and then i was only left with one work colleague who i thought would pay the rent with me. in november he told me he had family problems so i gave him 500 pound on the basis that he pays the november and december rent but he didnt. then came january and he kept saying he will pay the share but he didnt and now he ran off somewhere and im in debt of 1200 for rent. i currently dont have a job but pray to get one and i have more bills and rent that i could pay for. sometimes i dont think i want this life anymore but god keeps me strong.
im very stressed and upset and dont know what to do anymore and cant concentrate on my uni work as im in third year this is very important for me but it feels like my life is falling apart and there is no one who could help...:(

i just made a stupid mistake and i dont know if God would be pleased. i feel very guilty and i pray that this mistake will not effect me in the future.

my friends sister just past away 2 hours ago and she was only 22. i dont understand, i want to pray for him and his family they really need the prayer now. more than ever.