I have been battling with depression that stems from being in love with a man who I thought loved me too and I have been dealing with for 6 years. We have a baby who just turned a year old this past May and two weeks after he was born our relationship went to crap and this man has not had much to do with me since. I know I need to move on, but it is hard, especially having a child together and having to encounter one another. My prayer is that God will give me the strength and ability for my heart to let go so that I can move on. This depression is very severe and at times I want to stop living; just to end my suffering. My beautiful children who I love more than life are what stops me from taking the cowardly way out. It used to be my fear of God and not wanting to go to hell for committing suicide; now it has got so bad that I sometimes feel it wouldn't matter. Please pray for me because I do want to live and live for God and my children without all the sadness. Thank you.