Praying for your mental health. We all have them at one time or another.
If it hadn't been for praying friends many of us would be miserable. You are in my prayers!!!

My prayers are with you. I too went through a very tough time years ago. It scared me. I called a friend and she came over and prayed with me. All these prayers from other believers are going up to the Lord for you, Rebazar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Remember the scripture, Where two or more are gathered together in my name I am with them. Just try to find one person to call and sit with you for a bit. Pray with them or have them pray for you. HE will be there in the midst of you.
Also with losing salary that will for sure not help your depression. Try to find any services that can help you now until you are able to work again. There are many services. Also remember food kitchens and shelters if it gets really bad. Any kind of service to help you through. Just for now, Rebazar. That is what they are there for. No shame. It is temporary . I resist the devil and he will flee from you!! You resist him also !!!!Many of us love you and will keep you in our prayers. God is faithful but that does not mean that you will not go through some difficult times. Cry out to HIM and HE shall answer you.

Dear Anonymous
I am praying for you. I have to take my test again this month. I am 76 yrs and can see ok but don't drive too much.
I will pray for you. Please pray for me to be able to pass the seeing test.
We can pray for each other. Betty