I need God's guidance in my life. I need help. I was in an abusive relationship but I still see this boy because he is my only friend, and I still believe him to be a good person inside despite his many faults. I don't know what to do. I need help.

God, I just want my family to know the meaning of LIFE.
I want to step outside everyday, feel the grass and trees.
I feel like if im stuck in a routine .
I wanna thank for all the blessings you've given me.
And to who anyone who's reading this,
pray for my family please :)
thankyou . Amen !