I'm lost. Special friends lied to me for almost two years and it hurts so badly to know that all the things they showed to me were fake. huhu. I don't want to hate them but it leaves a dark spot in my heart that kept me crying when i remembered it. Please help me pray that i may find total peace and forgiveness...pls.

I've always been broke...My family relationship is not good and been broke too many times in my love life which left me the feeling of inferiority. The struggle i made for my parents aren't enough to show how i want to reach the dreams they have for me. It seems like everything in my life's a failure. What will i do? Yah, God always sends light when darkness surround me but i sometimes lose hope..Please help me pray that I may be able to prove to myself and family that i can. Help me pray to see the light of God..i light that will fill up the empty spaces in my life..Please.

Please help me pray for my peace of mind and heart..I'm weak, very very weak when it comes to my family. I wanted to help them but it seems like my efforts aren't enough. Please help me in god's name.