I understand how you feel and will be praying for you. I have experienced this myself for quite a while and then as I was sitting in church the Pastor was teaching on this very thing and I loved the scripture reference he used: 2 Corinthians 10:5 We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ." This really spoke to my heart, I wrote it down and put it somewhere I could see it and this has been my go to scripture when I feel anxious and overwhelmed. I hope this helps you also. I will be praying for you.

Don't give up hope, there might just be something right around the next corner. God hears your prayers and the prayers of others for you. Right now it may be very difficult but try to stay positive and ask God to surround you with his presence and open a door. Praying He brings a job quickly and fills you with his peace and assurance that you are loved and cared about. God Bless you!!