I pray for forgiveness for hurting my family in any way and being angry with God for taking my brother away from me

I am unemployed with no money. I can't even pay my phone bill to call for help. I am also sick with seizures and mental health issues which are not enabling me to work. I'm about to lose my insurance and I am in a bad living situation with family members. I don't know what to do. If my financial situation could improve it would help tremendously. I'm not sleeping and having bad dreams. I don't get along with my family. My life is a nightmare. Someone PLEASE pray for me! HELP ME! PLEASE!