I have been sick since March and when it got to be to much I finally went to the hospital. I have no insurance so it makes things hard. They found a mass in my left lung and in my throat. They tell me I need to see a lung and throat specialist to see exactly what is going on. Its the "what could be" that is scaring me. I have 2 children who love their Ma more than anything and I couldn't stand to see their faces if something happens. I get insurance on july 1st, but it seems forever away. My voice comes and goes and its hard to breath when I leave different temps, but I continue on with a smile. Please keep me in prayers! I got good support from my church and my boyfriend is amazing. Depression has set its eyes on me and I just don't know how to deal with all this. I know that it could be nothing but I cant help but think. I am appreciative of life and love every single day. I also know that I am in Gods hands and if its in his will then it shall be. I just cant help but think that there is so many things in life I have to do. I continue with a smile and try to make everyones day more enjoyable. I am so scared. Please lord rest your hands on me and let me rest. Its all I ask. God bless.