I feel embarrassed to ask for prayers as I know there are many others who needs them but I believe in its power and at this point I am very much in need of an intercession. My personal life is a mess, I am struggling to bring up my children with no support from their father, I have very traumatic childhood that I still cannot get over with no matter how I try, worst of all no matter how I try to be good, people always judge me on a negative way.