I just wanna ask you pray for me to feel thankful and sarisfied about my life and the graces in it. And pray for me to break this old, damned very old chain of habit about learning...i am exhausted to pay such a high price for this habit and resistance and fear...
Just pray for me....to feel God beside me as usuall...

I am involved in serious contradiction in my life! Cannot decide what s right or wrong even what is better for me or who i am! I am destroying all around me whatever i had built up! This can be a turning point or destruction! And i need your prayers to find my way or me! I need help and God's protection....