For those of you that saw my prayer request earlier this week, well it's cancer. It's not confirmed yet (I have to have a bone marrow biopsy to confirm it) but my doctor has no other things he is looking for, nothing else he thinks it could possibly be. It's also a rare cancer and only 0.1 of people my age get it. All the odds were in my favor to not have it as I'm a white (it's twice as likely in african americans) female (it's twice as likely in men). It's called Multiple Myleoma. My daughter is taking it very well, though she wants to take care of Mommy and won't show how scared she is. I just pray for peace, and that I get the medical insurance/treatment I need, and somehow find a way to pay my bills, as I don't see anyone wanting to hire me right now. Thank you.

I got some disturbing test results from my doctor Monday. I have to go back Friday for more labwork and a consultation and I have to have a bone scan ASAP. Unfortunately I don't have insurance, a job, or the money to pay for this stuff. A friend was kind enough to loan me the money for the appt Friday. I am scared, so scared, and have an 8 year old daughter. They are looking at bone cancer as I have lost almost 20 pounds without trying, no appetite, nausea, extreme fatigue, fever, chills, pain, and now these abnormal test results. Please pray that it's not cancer (of course I'm no one special there's plenty of people out there battling it every day) and if it is cancer that I can get the medical attention I need and the financial support in some way. Thank you.