Beautiful!!

I understand! I have been trying to get a job since April and finally just got a 2nd interview after about 40 first interviews. Please try not to see this as your only opportunity. These days, there are so many opportunities, include remote with the internet. Even if you are not feeling it, you can do it, as sometimes we do lose our fire for unexpected reasons that are out of our control. I am just coming out of 3 weeks in bed due to an unexpected and awful allergic reaction to a medication. Please please please try not to see this as your last chance!!! God allows us so so many chances, even if this means we must pivot to something new and different. I know it is hard. Please try to think of God as your ultimate loving parent who loves you unconditionally no matter what. I know it sounds crazy, but God whispered to me yesterday that it is OK that I think of Jesus as my loving spouse. Good luck and we will keep you in our prayers!