im getting tired and i dont know which direction to go or which step to take and i dont wanna make the wrong step or dicision because im married and have a family. i love Christ i have been faithful. what i am saying is im tired of being preached to i need an encounter with Christ or someone whos heaven sent to look at my heart and not just the exterior who can speak to my heart my very soul and pull out all the junk. i just want an encounter with God, being free from stuff.i listen to my friends when they go through and i pray for them and others, and i feel empty like whos poring into me. im crying out , i need Gods help!!!!!!!!