dear lord... please im reaching out to you please i need help im drinking and i cant stop myself i tryed talking to people they said they cant help me. im trying to reach out for help but nobody wants to help me with my problem but when it comes to them i help. im with a wonderful man who i dont want to lose i really need help to stop drinking it making me do crazy things and i dont want to do that anymore, i wanna be clean of drinking and start a family and be clean of drinking.