Yes Jesus is with you! I was in the same place but I promise you that you will get through it. I remember driving home from Florida back to NC with tears rolling down my face. Feeling all alone but I wasn't as I was driving the radio was on and lost the station and all of a sudden a new station came on and the song Eye of the storm came on and played the entire song I cried like a baby and a sense of calm came over me and I knew the Lord was with me.I still have my days but I'm ok the Lord is with me and you too. Now the only station that I listen to is Christain radio stations like K Love in NC and in Fl I listen to 88.3. But wherever you are you can find a Christian radio station. Lots of comforting songs that has helped me so much and be closer to God. He is with you. He is with all of us and we all go through lots of things in life. Hang in there and cry out to God! He will help and comfort you... Also you can go on YouTube and type in K Love .