I've prayed on here before and it helped me. But, I find that I am falling again. I know this is only part of God's plan for me in life. That I need to walk through this abyss and he will be waiting, but I need strength.

No one seems to be listening to me right now and I just need some friendly assurance that I'm not alone. Please.

I really need help at this moment. My life has sort of been spiraling downwards since seventh grade and it really hasn't gotten any better. Some days it seems like everything is good and then something happens that just completely tears me apart. I know that other people most likely probably have more serious issues, but I really am at a road block now.

So, I ask the kind, caring people here to please pray to give me strength and courage to carry myself forward and to hold my head high. I thank all of you because...like I said...I really don't know where to turn at this point. This is probably the lowest I've ever been and I know I need to drag myself out...but I need help.