i have done so many terrible things even after God came into my life i gave into temptation and i am afraid that the ones i love will be hurt from what i ve done and i dont know what to do.I fear i am not strong enough to resist those temptations again and i fear God will punish me through my family?i need a payer...

I dont know what to do,i have been looking for God and i found him but now i feel like my faith is not strong enough and i dont know why...i dont want to drift from God because i am scared if i go a different path to what God wants me to take i wont know my way back...please pray for me...