Pretty much my whole life I've felt badly about myself....never thought I was good enough...had things happen in my childhood I wish never did...did things in my teens and up to now I wish never happened....I have a 19 yr old daughter who doesn't like me...she lives with her dad...I've been in a relationship for 16yrs and we have 2 beautiful babies...Alizabeth 4yrs in April and Ryahn 2yrs in March...blessed...but don't feel worthy of happiness...don't feel like I deserve it...my love of my life has always been a leader and he's trying to help me heal....I've overcome addictions...well I thought I did...only cuz I'm not doing them as often...alcohol and pain med's....I feel hopeless...I ruin everything around me...I'm asking for strength and forgiveness...forgiving is beyond hard for me and it's the one thing I need to do in order to move on in my life...I need to forgive the people who hurt me and most of all forgive myself....I PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS...I PRAY GOD FORGIVES ME FOR ALL OF MY NEGATIVE ACTIONS....I PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS...thank you and God Bless

Pray for me I get this job I just applied for. They got back to me and requested my resume. I litteraly just sent it out. I'm so nervous. This job means a better future for my kids. My daughter is 2 1/2 and my son is almost 8 months. Right now I work at a grocery store and recieve public assistance. This job I applied for is working with children who have behavioral issues and troubled lives. I would love nothing more than to make a difference in a child's life. To make them feel wanted and worthy and loved and cared about. This would be a dream come true. Please pray for me. Thank you in advance !! God Bless You and your Family

Pray for my family....like so many others we are having financial hardships....it causes so much stress and depression...I work but it's never enough...I have 2 children...my little girl Alizabeth is 2 1/2 yrs and my son Ryahn is 7mo. I want to give them so much more than just enough to get by...especially with Christmas coming...my goal is to enroll at the Red Cross for their CNA/HHA course but don't have the extra money right now to do that...while my children are awake I keep a smile on my face for them...but lately when their sleeping I worry so much and cry all the time...I need a miracle...I'm in so much debt...behind on my rent....my car payment....the list goes on....so many others are in my boat...I pray for this to end and life to be better for the sake of my babies...pray for us please....thank you so much and God bless