Dear Heavenly Father, I first would like to thank you for all the strength and love and forgiveness you have given me throught my 40 years of life. I am truly gateful for the wonderful parents you created for me to be born to, I understand why my father was taken so suddenly and i am very happy he was able to talk with Uncle Herb and turn his heart over to you. Lifes truest blessing..Thanks you so much for allowing against all the odd, i was able to give birth to my beautiful child. I cherish every day i am with him. For every door closed , i grew strenght to pick up the pieces and move on to better things..Please forgive me for my bitterness and my saying what ppl want to hear instead of the truth. I am using this Dec 21, 2012 ( even though you God are the only one who truly knows) as a wake up call..I am trying to grow up and stop relying on ppl, i am learning to stand on my own. I am also trying to redirect my son back to you God. Him and i both have slid into a rut and by you giving us this chance to be forgiven we will direct ourself back into our faith. There are so many mistakes i have made, rude words and worse swearing and i am on my knees Dear God. Please forgive me for i have learned from those mistakes and i am growing from them. I am working on forgiving those who have wronged me as well, for i know you can not forgive me unless i for give them. Please Dear God, give the world this chance to try and amend the wrongs. Anything you need me to do have your faithful servent guide the way my Father, I open my heart to you Dear Lord..please hear my prayer..Amen