I was with my daughters mother for 23 years and she left me in January of 2017 and 2 months later ,my eldest Son died ! If I had not seeked the Lord through all this , I never would have made it! Karen, god loves you more and he will never let you down! He will give you strength to make it through and I believe this by faith and because he was their for me ,just like he always is at my side!