My son was murdered,the incident happened on 7/21 and he hung on til 8/8/11,then I lost my job a great job that I had been at since 1998, because I chose to b a mother 1st my sons r my life,been divorced since my son was 5 mths old,raised all my sons myself,physically,spiritually and finacially, I cry,dont sleep not because of lack of faith the pain is the most horrible pain I ever felt.Had a stroke after my son died also. Please say a prayer for me to find my peace again.