Lord I Thank You for each day you give some days it can be s little more then I can handle. This illness that is taunting my body and mind up, I am putting it in your hands. I finally am doing for me going back to school and I am surprised Im doing well and I finally feel like I have a purpoes. But my family they just still so them no one can chip in they are so used to me taking care of everything. Why do people have to be so selfish and inconsiderate its frustrating.
Lord just find me worthy of your spirit and guide in having the strength to stand on my own. Im am so grateful for what I do have and that my children are doing well both in college. Give me the guidance and strength to stand tall. Amen

MAY THE LORD GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN IN MY HEART AND BE STRONG AND AS I TELL EVERYONE CAN YOU CHANGE IT> HOW HARD IS IT TO TAKE YOUR OWN ADVICE.

LORD I KNOW YOU ARE THERE BUT SOMETHING THAT BROUGHT SUCH JOY TO MY HEART WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME. REASON TEENAGERS,
I DONT SEE THE CIRCUMSTANCES CHANGES, I CRY EVERYDAY IT FEELS LIKE DEATH,

LORD IM PUTTING THIS IN YOUR HANDS AND THE STRESS OF FINDING THE RIGHT HOME PLEASE GUIDE I ALSO PUT THIS IN YOUR HANDS , I HAVE FAITH IT WILL BE THE RIGHT THING!

Give me the strength to make it through these difficult times!!

Lord for some reason no matter what road i take or what turn I chose the drama follows where ever how ever my life is growing. I waited so long to be in a place in my life I am now. But I know we all have our crosses to bear, but for no real reason. really no reason my family has completely pushed me away out of there lives more do to my sister who can be very manipulative. Im hearing stories of things that my father would never believe, I was raised better then that. And he is Listening and believing these lies without even a word from me to defend or explain there not true. My sister has him so far gone its has blown me away. I was very distraught at first, worrying if anything would happen to my dad i would have to live with this pain. But the nastier the messages and what was being said. I had to let it go it was consuming my whole life and it has, what friends i have left agree its messed up but there are no friends because its always messed up, I miss and love my dad very much. But i prayed for the strength to let go. I cant change what and how they chose to not be a part of there lives. I have finally just given the whole situation to you Lord its in your hands. And the financial part of my life is not getting better. I have found the love of my life and we try very hard to be positive and that it will all fall into place some days we weaken but money is not he end all yes oh it helps but i would rather have us we can build the rest. he works so so hard with a fractured back 6 am to some nights between 8 & 10. I feel like i cant hold on any more i have been through so much too much Lord we need your guidance and strength to what is right with respect and pride. My family will have to live with there decision I in my heart know I tried!