I just want to settle down. I'm tired of meeting people and they basically use me for temporary pleasure. I ask God to show me to be a wife and prepare me for a good spouse. But for some reason I still meet not so great guys.
I'm not a superficial person. I'm kind and generous, loving and nurturing, and believe wholeheartedly i can make a husband happy.
Im always wondering why I dont get picked.
I have self love, self care, and all the things, but im so lonely and im so sad about it.
I've been hurt, used, im healing, I dont wear my trauma like a suit. But some how I keep getting overlooked. Please pray for me to find a genuine connecting with a kind man who loves God the same way I love God. Someone consistent.

Im prepared for the ups and downs. I know what it means to be faithful and loyal.
I look at the heart ❤️ 💙
I want to find someone who matched my heart, who has done the work and who knows the importance of a relationship

I've been cheated on, burned with STI, used, emotionally manipulated, they've used my love for God and his word to manipulate me.
And I still have the courage to keep trying.
Pray for me please. Help me find joy in my solitude.

I'm so unhappy because of what a person who does not even care about me at all has done.
I don't know how to let go. I dont have anything to talk about, I just want it to end. It's like my own personal hell, meanwhile they are happy and free. I just wanna feel happy and free too.
I dont wish bad on anyone, but I do wish they could see the pain I'm in because of the choicesthey made. I wanted things to work, but we just never was gonna work and that's okay, I didn't want the hurt though, If I hurt them I'm sorry. I dont think I hurt them. I do think they hate me no matter what.
I just want my life back. Can someone please just pray for me. I can't think of the words for myself. My heart is heavy and I'm depressed and full of anxiety.