Lord, please help me to see that real path you want me to take. Help me to feel you all around me and take you in with every breath, whole heartedly. I pray Lord that you please help me to succeed and fulfill your will for my son and I, please help me stay strong and clear minded to make the best decisions for my son's life, as well as my own. Also, to please help me help myself so that I can be the mother Andre deserves. I ask that you please watch over me as I struggle with this decision that only you, Lord, know that I struggle with every day. In your name I pray, Lord. Amen.