I pray for my 19 year old daughter to reconcile with me and my mother. She has been gone a year and a half and I have done everything I can do to not give up. I have begged, pleaded and am totally heartbroken. She has told me I am the worst mother in the world and in my heart I know that is not true. I divorced when she was five and she lived equally in 2 homes. When she was 17, she left and went to live with her father and stepmother. They did nothing to stay in touch with me and the stepmom did not help the situation by saying horrible things about me. My daughter is so full of hate and rage and I seem to get blamed for everything. She has told me I have ruined her whole life. I am not perfect and made some mistakes. But I always took care of her, did extra things for her, made sure she had what she needed and most of all, have always loved her unconditionally. I don't understand why this is happening. I cry every day and sometimes feel like I can't go on. I just ran into her coincidentally the other day and it was a nightmare. I keep trying to keep a bit of hope but I see it is in vain. She wants nothing to do with me and despises me and won't talk to me. I pray for some sort of miracle. I don't know if I will ever see her again. Life is too short for this. I try to be a good person and help others. I have been unemployed for over a year and have been diligently searching for permanent work while doing temp work as I can find it. I care about others and still try to be a kind person helping other people, animals, etc. I don't know what to do anymore. I am totally heartbroken and don't know how long I can hold on anymore. Please pray for me and my daughter for some sort of healing to take place. Thank you.