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Carmen Lee
Carmen
Carmen Lee
May 22, 2016

Prayer Request

I pray for God to tell me if my ex was the one for me. I knew we broke up for a reason but I'm still not sure if it's because it was a bad timing or was it because he wasn't the one for me. He made me learn so much about myself and was the only one I ever loved so hard in this life. No one else ever made me feel the way he did. We agreed mutually that we both loved each other in a way that we never could for anyone else but things just weren't working out. Our quarrels were never resolved and we were both broken spiritually and emotionally. It's been nearly 5 months since we broke up but I still feel him in my heart. It just feels like he will never go away no matter how hard I try. I am moving on and coping well with life but there are times I feel him at the back of my mind. I feel him so deeply I pray so hard for God to remove this heavy feeling in my heart at times. I tell myself to move on but deep down inside I know that I can never truly forget him completely. What should I do? Will God ever bring him back to me again? I know He will if this relationship is according to His will but all I want is to get over this guy completely. It's funny how he destroyed me and hurt me so much but I'm still here praying for his salvation and for the Lord to save him. I know He's broken deep down inside and needs His grace for savin'. As for now I just want to move on and lead a decent life but I need clarity and answers to certain questions. What else can I do?