I pray for God to tell me if my ex was the one for me. I knew we broke up for a reason but I'm still not sure if it's because it was a bad timing or was it because he wasn't the one for me. He made me learn so much about myself and was the only one I ever loved so hard in this life. No one else ever made me feel the way he did. We agreed mutually that we both loved each other in a way that we never could for anyone else but things just weren't working out. Our quarrels were never resolved and we were both broken spiritually and emotionally. It's been nearly 5 months since we broke up but I still feel him in my heart. It just feels like he will never go away no matter how hard I try. I am moving on and coping well with life but there are times I feel him at the back of my mind. I feel him so deeply I pray so hard for God to remove this heavy feeling in my heart at times. I tell myself to move on but deep down inside I know that I can never truly forget him completely. What should I do? Will God ever bring him back to me again? I know He will if this relationship is according to His will but all I want is to get over this guy completely. It's funny how he destroyed me and hurt me so much but I'm still here praying for his salvation and for the Lord to save him. I know He's broken deep down inside and needs His grace for savin'. As for now I just want to move on and lead a decent life but I need clarity and answers to certain questions. What else can I do?
I pray for the right one to come along. I pray for God to show me and open my eyes to the people and things that are right for me. I pray for happiness, love and strength in all that I do and in everyone I meet. I pray that my ex would forgive me for my wrongs and learn to love again. I pray that he would lead a proper life and be touched by the holy spirit someday. I pray that he and I would be able to move on fully with no regrets. I pray that he would someday look back and see how much I loved him though it was a relationship that was deemed to fail. I pray for a decent love to come into my life and change me. I pray for someone whom God knows would be the best for me in every way. I pray for that person to seek You in all that he does.
I still pray for his return. I know deep down inside I have faith that he would. I know he still cares. I pray for God to work on his will and faith in fixing himself and facing us. I hope we would reconcile and work out better the second time round. I miss him so, so, much.
Lord I don't feel fine anymore. I'm so broken and upset on the inside. I don't have the strength to pray for reconciliation with him anymore. I'm so tired of hanging in there. I'm so tired of feeling this hope within me knowing it will die off someday. I'm so tired of missing him. I'm so tired of myself. I still miss him so much but I'm tired of waiting for your answers. I'm tired.
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