My health's been failing me. I've been really stressed lately because of academics and certain problems. I do hope that my migraines and panic attacks would stop soon.

Lord, first I'd like to apologize because I've been selfish lately. My life feels so on point right now yet I tend to demand more from You and from myself til it hit me, til I realized just now how slowly my prayers are being fulfilled. There You are making my prayers and wishes come true yet here I am completely demanding for more. I'm sorry, Lord. I hope you can forgive me. I also thank You, Lord, for granting me all these blessings even though I know how unworthy I am. I pray Lord that from this week onward, I learn how to become more appreciative of the things You give me. I pray for unconditional love and I pray for the people I hold dearly. You know what my prayers are, Lord. I love You.

Please pray for my friend who is depressed at the moment. I hope he stops building walls and pushing people who really love him out of his life. I pray for his genuine happiness. I pray that I may be granted the patience and the unconditional love so I can look over him, guide him, and bring him closer to You God. Let's all pray for him.

Lord, I feel so lost. Guide me Lord. I don't know what I should feel anymore. Help me, Lord.

Lord, I know that I am once again enforcing my wills upon you. But please Lord, You know that this has been one of my dreams for almost five years already. I know that I am imperfect. I have committed a lot of sins in my life especially recently whenever I am bombarded with stress. I know that I'm also enforcing my wills upon you with regards to You know what but Lord, I do wish that my hardwork reaps success. Lord, I haven't received an email from ERIO yet but please allow me to go abroad to Meiji University. It doesn't need to be Meiji Lord, but Japan. You know how much I've always wanted this. But Lord, if You have better plans for me then so be it. I know Your plans are always better than my expectations Lord. I just hope that You always guide me Lord. I know I can't help but feel fear in case I go abroad but Lord this is my dream and I will do everything I could to achieve my goals. Lord, please. Help me.

Lord, I know I'm being overly sensitive. I don't know if what I'm asking is too much but all I've ever wanted is for my friends and family to make time for me. I know they're really busy but I'm not asking all of their time, just a few seconds will do. I don't know what hinders between our communication, it can be anything right? But I'm just really bothered. I know that You gave me wonderful and true friends but right now I just can't help but feel so down because I'm always the first one to say hello, plan meetings, nor whatever. I know Lord that You taught me to love others sacrificially and steadfastly but Lord I must tell You the truth, I am running out of love. I know Lord that this is just another melodramatic day but I just hope that for the next days or months ahead, I would be able to face these kinds of worries without acting overly dramatic. I know Lord that You have great plans for me so for that Lord I pray that You give me patience and the courage to face these worries no matter how small they are. I pray Lord that You guide my friends and family no matter where they are now or no matter how busy they are. I just hope that You forgive me right now because I'll be trying to at least give myself some time to breathe because I just feel so left out whenever I remember my friends. But despite all these, I still pray that You guide them, Lord. You know how much I love my friends. Lord I still pray for the same prayer each day. I hope all of us reach all our dreams. I pray that I'll be given the endurance and capacity to go beyond my limits to be a summa cum laude, although it will take me a lot of efforts because of what has happened to me that past terms. I pray that I'll be granted the opportunity to go abroad to study as an exchange student because that has always been one of my dreams. I pray that I'll be able to take masterals and doctorals. I know Lord that You will answer all these prayers at the right time. I just hope that I'll be given the patience to wait for it. I love You Lord. For now, I pray for more supply of love and a healthy state, not just for me, but also for my friends and family. As for the other prayers, I know that You listen to me each day. Again, I love You Lord.

Lord, I'm slowly turning into a more positive person each day and I can really feel that we are closer than ever. I'm having less panic attacks now but I'm still worried. There's a lot of blessings I'm really thankful for, but I do not know why I feel regretful with my life which leads to panic attacks. I just hope Lord that You'll be able to remove all my worries and regrets and make me even closer to You oh Lord. Prepare me for the tests which I will face soon that I know will help me turn into a better person. I pray that my parents get to live long lives. I pray that my mom learns how to forgive and allow You to completely settle in her heart. I pray that my dad is always safe whenever he drives for work. I pray Lord that grandfather will stop smoking because that's better for him. I pray Lord that grandmother forgives my grandfather for forgiveness is important and will set you free. Please continue guiding my friends. And again, I pray that all my worries and regrets will be gone. I love You Lord.

Thank you Lord. I know it in myself that I have done a lot of mistakes and sins in my life, yet You always forgive me. Remember how I would always say that "Lord, You are definitely my bestest everything". And for that, I wish that if anyone sees this they will pray for me so that I'll be able to strengthen my faith, deepen my relationship with You oh Lord, and be able to spread love not just to my family but also towards everyone. I hope I'll be able to become a better person now that I'm only months away before becoming an adult. Please also pray for me so that I may be able to reach my dreams. Although it's quite a hassle and a bumpy road ahead to fulfill my dreams of becoming a summa cum laude, I hope that I'll be given the strength, wisdom, and endurance. Please also pray for me to lessen my anxiety attacks and that I may find peace within me. I wish that I find peace through You oh Lord. Pray for me so that the Lord will be able to fully settle inside my heart. I love You Lord. Please bless whoever sees this. Shower them with blessings just like how you always shower blessings to me. Again, I love You Lord.