Please everyone possible I really could use your prayers regarding my relationship with the love of my life. We are still in love but we have hit dark times and are currently not together. I love her with all my heart and pray she may be able to overcome the problems right now with me and return.

I am going to be honest. My girlfriend and I including my daughter and her son and daughter were a perfect answered prayer together. We were fully in love. And still are but now due to my own fault we have been taken apart...Through the pain and prayer I have seen and had so many realizations..I never wanted this relationship to end but I also wasn't showing every second how thankful I was and cherished these blessings that God's grace had bestowed upon me and my daughter. I love Courtney and her kids and so does my daughter...In my heart I cant imagine not ending up together and if God can open that door I will be the man I should have been the entire time..I love her so very much and it is beyond painful to think it may never be again. We were planning to get married. I had found myself somehow falling away from God and questioning and not looking everyday at all the blessings he had abundantly given me. I had let my own insecurities and pride blind me from what was important. I was week and broke a promise and drank alcohol and became ridiculous. Drinking was a major issue of my past and a big promise between us and I don't know why I did this and broke apart an amazing family...I love her so much and will hold on to hope and will seek counsel in the Lord daily and through other followers. Please Please pray for her heart to be mended and our relationship restored for after the truth and realizations revealed to me it will be a thousand time greater for I will be a thousand times greater through God and forever know my greatest blessing and joyfully nurturing them. And showing the intensity of my love every moment of everyday