Today I went to church with my mom and lit a candle for my uncles recovery....and recovery of all sick ppl.
I hope no matter how it will be, or how it will end, I hope and pray from the bottom of my heart that my uncle won`t suffer too much! Sitting here on the couch and just shed a tear.....it came from itself..... can`t help I am afraid!

Dear God,
Thank you for giving me the gift of life. Thank you for giving me the gift to feel happiness and sadness. Through them, I realize which is right and which is wrong. O Lord, I don't want to sound selfish but please give me strength so I may love myself more and accept the love that I truly deserve. I am praying for myself and for someone special who is not treating me right for so long. Let me have the courage to speak up for myself as a woman. Help me O Lord. Please help me to get out of this desperate situation. Please help him too oh Lord to find peace and to love himself.Please let me find the right words and the right way PLEASE. Please pray for me please I need help.....