I have many burdens on my shoulder. I am 30 years old woman, my boyfriend is far away. No one supported my life, yet none of my friends know all about it. My mother is sick and need money for surgery which i don't have. My father is very old but he keeps working hard for little money to support the family. My brother is mentally sick that makes him difficult to get a job and makes me worried sometimes, my little brother works but he's busy with his own stuffs. Sometimes i feel the burdens are too heavy because i have to support my family regularly, even the house and medicine that makes me hard to save money. I work in a company, but i have another passion since 2 years ago. My family situation makes me have to get rid of my passion for a while and concentrate on the job that i don't like just to earn more money. I rejected chances that came up from that passions. I feel sad sometimes, tortured and felt i'm gonna lose my mind like my bro does. Please pray for me so God will always help me through all the problems in life, bless my family, send someone to share it with because sometimes i felt i couldn't handle it alone, and hopefully He will open the ways to catch my passions also. If he does, please pray for me so i can see it through. THank you God Bless You.