After a year of sobriety and a broken back, not to mention financial woes...I just would like for some healing to begin. My struggles are taking their toll on my family and the few friends I have left. I am trapped in darkness and cannot break free. I just need the pain to ease up a little and to find some source of strength again. If not for me then to make it so the ones I care about don't see me like this. I don't like to ask for prayers but right now I am very much at a loss of what to do. Thank You to anyone who takes the time to read this.