Why am I feeling a lack of closeness with God? I don't like this.Everything is going haywire,yet I am still grateful. I need you Jesus!

I need employment in the healthcare field as I love to help people solve the financial problems that arise from getting ill.I have been recently laid off and need to be employed as I am a single mom with a child in college and a teensger.I receive no help from my soon to be ex husband. I am almost losing my faith.Family and friends have turned their backs but I am trying so hard to keep the faith. All I need is employment and I know God will do the rest.