My lord Jesus help me. I need a job. You know what happen in my life. You hear when my husband said to me. I hope you hear my heart. I hate my self cos i cant do anyting. I feel useless. I feel stupid. I am disapointed for my self cos i eat from his money, he always said me and my baby eat from his money, me and my baby life from his money. I hate when his said i am useless,etc. sometimes i feel depress. But i dont have anything. I feel stupid. I feel lonely. I feel sad. And i need Jesus. Hear my heart jesus.amin