I have been a water-baptized Christian, by my own decision, since I was 8 years old. But recently, nearly 50 years later, I am learning how much I had never been taught. About 7 weeks ago I finally felt the baptisim of the Holy Spirit. Now I have been healed of Fibromyalgia, but there is more. I also suffer from Bipolar Disorder, PTSD, and OCD. I want to trust God to heal me from these as well, but strange as it might sound, even though these leave me moaning in mental pain and even suicidal at times, I am almost afraid to give these up. Please pray for me that I will trust God more that He wants to heal me, and agree with me that it will be done, because I am claiming that "By his wounds we are healed" (Isa. 53:5). In Jesus' Holy Name, Amen.