Asking for prayer to help me to stay strong and patient while God finishes working on the restoration of my marraiage.Please pray for my strength

I am requesting prayer for the restoration of my marraige. I have done some things to hurt my husband and he has done some things to hurt me.I have never had a desire to be with anyone else but him.He has been my best friend for 20 yrs.He says he cant trust me.I dont know how to regain the trust. There was not infidelity on my part,I was sick and he didnt understand my sickness.He was never there for me each time I was sick,for each miscarraige that I had and thru my pain, but I have forgiven him.He has a lot of influences around him telling him to let his marraige go.I am praying for God to soften his heart and clear his mind so that we may become a family again,having learned from our past mistakes.