lord help me get their this mess i have put myself back in. i need so help today i will not fell you lord. i have let drugs back in my life to kill me i dont want to live my life this way. i love my life to much, i love my church family and i don't want to let my kids down again an loss my home you give me my marriage. i just need to be a little stronger. and keep my faith in your word. thank you God for jesus dieing for me i love you very much.