I've been with my husband for 15 years and married to him for 9 years. As with so many of us, times have been tough financially, mentally and emotionally.
My husband has been through many jobs and the beginning of this year, I'm now fully disabled after 5 back surgeries and now I need a total knee replacement.
On Sept 30th of this year, I woke up at 1 a.m. and heard my husband playing loud music. When I went out to the living room to turn the music down, I found my husband laying on the living room floor. He killed himself with a gun. I never heard the shot! One of my cats bit my hair to wake me up and let me know what happened.
My life has never been the same since. Tomorrow, 11/19/15, would have been his 52nd birthday.
Now the Association I've lived in with him for 10 years, is fighting me on my right to stay here.
I know my husband is with God now, but my pain continues. I miss him so much and I feel so empty. Please pray for me to just get by one day at a time.