My depression has a life of it's own & I can't find a way out of it. I've tried EVERYTHING~` I'm afraid of where this I taking me. MY prayers haven't helped & my emotions are out of control! I have such a heaviness in my chest/heart. I have NO LIFE left in me; I just EXIST in my emotional pain & feel totally worthless, hopeless & helpless. I never seem to get a break from it and I'm very scared. I'm not the person that God wanted for me to be. I can't even help others, anymore b/c I have nothing left to give anyone. I need to be needed & I'm no longer needed & don't feel wanted. Please pray for my difficulties so I can help God's other children. I need help me, please!!
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I'm disabled w/constant chronic pain from degenerative (entire) spine disease. I also have clinical depression, severe I.B.S., asthma, arthritis, anxiety & panic attacks, G.E.R.D., a damaged bladder & migraine headaches. I live in Cecil County, MD. My husband & I are REALLY struggling financially. Though he works a f/t job & takes care of me, we are REALLY STRUGGLING FINANCIALLY. He makes a little too much money for us to humbly qualify for any kind of assistance, as no organization takes into consideration all the medical costs. We've always lived very frugally, don't buy what we want ~ just what we need, haven't had a vacation since our honeymoon 11 yrs. ago, we don't go anywhere or do anything because everything costs money, including the hobbies we used to have, like fishing, movies & the beach. Our very modest home is falling in disrepair w/o funds to fix things back up. We have been praying for, meditating for & and helping others for yrs.; however, this time WE need the help. I can no longer afford many of my medicines, dr. visits & heath testing necessary, due to the costs of co-pays.
Though our mortgage & utilities manage to get paid, we haven't had enough money for food, household supplies & clothing. I know there are many, many people who are FAR worse off than we are, so I'm ashamed to even ask for help; it seems so selfish. But I've fallen into such a deep depression & the financial stress has put such a strain on our marriage, that I am really scared. Please pray for us.
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