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Elle
Elle Magaso
Elle
Elle Magaso
May 21, 2016

Dont give up! :)

When i finished my studies i took an exam for LET i was afraid to take the exam at first because maybe i cant pass the exam and i am not ready for it, but my mother told me that i should just take the exam because it is the opportunity, she said that if i pass the exam or not i just accept it with all my heart. and later on i followed what she said even though i am not ready for it. i was filing my requirements from the professional regulation commission (PRC) to take the exam for LET. after that my parents told me that i should be enrolled in a Review Center so that i can focus more on my studies, they sacrifice everything for me they paid the Review Center even though it was very expensive we are not rich and they always make a way to find money just to do everything for me ... and i feel so worried that what if i cannot pass the exam? maybe my parents would give on me anymore. i have many negative thoughts of my mind
i have lack of self confidence and believing myself that i cant do it. so day and night i talked to the Lord that i hope i could pass the exam for the sake of my parents because i want them to be proud of me. and i also talk to him if i pass or not i would just accept it with all my heart no matter how hard it is... and i dreamed that someone told me that i failed in the exam and i think it was a sign.
And after i took my first exam i was very worried because i'm not sure with my answers and i'm not sure that i can pass the exam or not. and when the day has come to an end that the result was released i cried because i knew that my name was not on list of passers... and i ask God why? after that i feel hopeless i don't know what to do. i cant think,sleep and eat all day in short hunger strike within a week and staying in the room for days. my parents cried because of me they don't like that i am always like that after what happen... but when i look the image of Jesus in the wall of the room and i said to myself that why should i give up? that even Jesus was not giving up on me and i realized there's reason for everything! maybe God has a better plan for me... so i take the exam again and I reviewed all my book reviewers for LET. and i said to myself that this time i should pass the exam and this should be the last exam that i will be taking... i prayed God for everything that he always give strength and wisdom,courage for me for what ever happens to me in my life...
and when the result was released i was afraid,excited and my body is shaking because of the result and then when i open the list passers thanks God!!! i was one of them!!! i passed the exam!!! praised the Lord!!! God's works in a mysterious ways he always never failed me and he always never leave me through my ups and downs of my life he showed me that i must be strong and always don't give up on everything :) this is would be not the end of my story but this is the beginning of my first chapter of my life through with God and with his plans for me.